i almost forgot a had this thing.... it's kinda fun to go back and read some of the things i used to say. maybe i should start this thing back up??

wow, it's been almost a year since i've written. a lot had happened since i last wrote. i've got a new love in my life and he is wonderful. his name is landon and he is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. he's showed me what it's like to truly be loved by someone, which is definitly a culture shock after dating baker for so long. but yeah, i'm now in my senior year at western and totally loving it. i still work at pizza hut and sadly i love that too, but it's all good. but yeah, that's pretty much everything for right now. if i don't forget about this, i'll try to keep updating.
peace

so.... long time since my last entry

ugh

me and baker have been dating for over a month now...... :-D

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

OK, so i haven't updated in a while, but I have some awesome news! I finally found me an awesome guy, here at WCU! His name is Jeremy and he lives one floor below me! :-D We started dating Sunday, so we haven't been dating long, but this has kinda been building for over a month. But I talked him into going skydiving with me, Jessa and my dad on Sunday. It was his first time. He had a blast! On our way back from the skydiving place in SC, we stopped in Asheville and had dinner at Outback and then went and saw "V For Vendetta." OMG THAT MOVIE IS AWESOME!! But yeah, so for our first date we went skydiving and then had dinner and a movie. I like where this relationship is going. I found myself a boy just as crazy as me!

A song for every letter. Try to complete it without using the same artist twice:

# - 1985 - Bowling For SoupQuasi

A - Another Irish Drinking Song - Da Vinci's Notebook

B - Back To Your Heart - Backstreet Boys

C - Carolina Girls - Chairmen of the Board

D - Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy

E - Earth Stopped At Cold Dawn - Hootie and the Blowfish

F - Fat Bottomed Girls - Queen

G - Glory Defined - Building 429

H - How Sweet It Is - James Taylor

I - I Love You - Sanctus Real

J - Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day

K - Karma Police - Radiohead

L - Lights and Sounds - Yellowcard

M - My Humps - Black Eyed Peas

N - Numb/Encore - Jay-Z & Linkin Park

O - Only The Good Die Young - Billy Joel

P - Paint Me - Sonkissed

Q - Questions - Jack Johnson

R - Ring Of Fire - Johnny Cash

S - Swing, Swing - The All-American Rejects

T - Touch The Sky - Kayne West

U - Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield

V - Vincent - Josh Groban

W - Walking On Sunshine - Katrina and the Waves

X - Xxplosive - Dr. Dre

Y - You're Beautiful - James Blunt

Z - Zak & Sara - Ben Folds

Nelmsie isn't single anymore!!!! :-D

I found this tonight and found it slightly amusing, but isnt that what boy george is good for?


boy george slams same sex marriage
(what was elton thinking?...)
by: lowri williams on 2/21/2006.

ambassador for garish make-up every where, boy george, has expressed his disdain for same sex weddings.

the former culture club singer believes that marriage is an out dated institution that has no place in gay culture.

he said: "gay unions, what is that all about? i haven't been invited to any ceremonies and i wouldn't go anyway. the idea that gay people have to mimic what obviously doesn't work for straight people anymore, i think is a bit tragic.

"i'm looking forward to gay divorces."

aren't we all!

Boy George is expected to appear in a New York court to face drug charges in March.

Open iTunes/iPod or Windows
Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how
embarrassing it is.

How many songs? 10742

Sort by artist
First artist: 112
Last artist: Zit Rememdy

Sort by song title
First Song: "(And She Said) Take Me Now" - Justin Timberlake
Last Song: "Zoot Suit Riot" - Cherry Poppin' Daddy's

Sort by time
Shortest Song: Speech: "John Lennon" - The Beatles
Longest Song: Dave Chappell At Carnegie Hall

Sort by album
First Album: (What's The Story) Morning Glory? - Oasis
Last Album: Zoot Suit Riot - Cherry Poppin' Daddy's

How many songs come up when you search for "sex"?: 51
How many songs come up when you search for "death"?: 18
How many songs come up when you search for "love"?: 467

Most Frequently Played Song: "Around The World" - Red Hot Chili Peppers

ugh, all I've done is whine lately.

something cool needs to happen to me so i can quit depressing and pissing off y'all

WHY DOESN'T HE LIKE ME??

 

Do I have something wrong with me? I mean seriously, why do guys find me repulsive?

Why am I so fucking worried about being single?

Oh wait, I know! Maybe it's because the girl down the hall from me can get two boyfriends and I can't even get ONE!

Yeah, maybe that's why. Why dont you people who jump from relationship to relationship all the fucking time just chill out and let those of us who have been single for fucking ever have some fun.

I'm sick of just hooking up with random guys. I'm ready to be in a relationship again. It's been 2 and a half years, I think I've paid my dues in the single club long enough.

Just to add on to dan's comment and my response, I realized over christmas break that this christmas was the first christmas that I had been single since my freshman year of high school. But its not even really that, all of my friends have someone and i just start to feel like I am the only one that is single and Im tired of it. I just drives me crazy when i see some of my friends jump from relationship to relationship when I cant even get a date at all. Or even when they bitch about the relationship that they are in, its like, just shut up. Sometimes I dont even want to act like I care, but i really do. But all of my friends seem to come to me about their relationship problems and it just kinda seems to rub the fact that im single in even more. I'm just tired of feeling like i am the only one who is single. Ugh.


And I'm gonna go insane if I can figure out Andrew soon too. When he's not drinking, he hardly talks to me, but when he's drinking, even just a little bit, you cant get him to shut up. I understand that he's really really uber shy, but damn, this shit is about to drive me crazy. Why cant I just sit down and talk to him and say "I LIKE YOU ANDREW!!! How about you?" UGH WHY CANT I TALK TO HIM!!


someone just kill me, please?